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First Snowfall

Snow comes as if like mercy.
No snowfall is so quiet
As the first one; the details
The white obscures are so fresh
In memory they might still
Be there. No corpse is so hushed
As a new one; stilled life holds
The limbs in some plausible pose,
Uncharitably vivid
Eyes may even yet gleam though
For sweet mercy's sake the mouth
Is generally slack at
Least in my experience
Gained primarily standing
Across from examining
Tables at the vet's where my
Animals- presumably
Innocent and by means of
Their innocence entitled
To euphorias in those
Very last instants - receive
Drugs as a woman given
The right to die does not, I
Note in my morning paper.
They removed her feeding tube
And she lingers, or did when
The copy was conceived of.
She suffers vomiting and
Diarrhea and spasms
Is unconscious, though, of her
Suffering, the doctors say.
I wonder about her mouth,
Will it be, as my furry
Companions' usually
Are, mercifully slack or
Do human death and human
Dignity require some last
Expression, some final cry?
Even though we are conceived
Of and die in ignorance,
Unconscious of suffering,
Uncharitable, too, there
Still lurks a reason she has
No drugs and I no answers.
No snowfall is as silent
As God and State are just now,
Perhaps for sweet mercy's sake -
For Mercy comes, but how
Unlike Mercy is, how changed, how
Newfangled on the stark, garbled boughs.

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