Our Model
And getting into this act of faith, I whistle
Five tuneless notes lamely at random,
A Listen-to-Me, an amateur call for help,
And without a pause, in the midst of all it knows
By heart already, it gives me back my song
In the sincerest form of mockery: as revised,
Perfected, and immortalized by a master.
OUR MODEL
By the forest pond while I sit watching
Under the maples, she makes up her features
In a compact mirror for a photographer,
Already a picture in pale green and rose.
When he points to a green ledge, she tiptoes there
Unsteadily on high heels, lifting aside
The ferns with her fingernails, bends down to feel
A fabric-sample of moss, then seats herself.
Undisturbed by birdsong, she begins posing,
Tilting her face in profile, then suddenly
Confronting the lens wide-eyed. The air-soft swirl
Of her hair comes sweeping darkly along her cheekbones.
Again and again she turns, always surprising
Herself for the camera's eye: Oh, who in the world
Are you? And what on earth are you going to say?
An ice-blue damselfly swerves at her knee.
The sun goes dim. They wait with a casual boredom,
Indifferently regarding leaves and clouds
As matters of time. Then they see me
Sprawled in a shadow with an open notebook.
They take me in at a glance, calmly. I write
Some words to show I'm minding my own business.
They go on waiting for light
DAVID WAGONER
She smiles at some secret. She knows her audience
Of two is drinking her in, but remains faithful
To herself in her own fashion
As I must now, till the end of the session
When she rises (spiked heels shaky on spike moss)
To brush earthiness from her, stretches her arms,
And balances away through the yielding grass,
Not turning to look back.
The pond shimmers and clears. In its reflection
The shades of maple leaves recover the sky.
OUR FATHER
He held so much
Anger in him quiet
Heavy nobody
Had ever hit him
Once he never had to
Hit anybody either
But would just look
Hard in the face
Those hands that flat
Belly it was over
Before any slap back talk
Could start our father
Snored through the wall
So loud beside us
We could still hear
Him in the morning
When he was gone
To work in the rumble
Screech clank slam
Of the rusty steelmill
That made him all week
Too tired too far
Away burned up
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