A Boy Adds Black Vultures to His Life-List
In the dusk of late spring,
a summer sun already taken hold,
undergrowth grown up,
birds disembodied, uninterpreted voices
behind a scrim of leaves,
a boy out walking with the sunlit colors
of cardinal, goldfinch, scarlet tanager
blossoming from his bird book,
steps into a kind of clearing, some lost orchard
now a briary of vines and trees
crossed in tangle. What comes next,
comes as something he has never seen.
More body than wing, they lift
their long naked necks, their terrible heads,
then, held together
as if by design, they hunch again
over a doe, the awful exposure
of her white underside.
The boy sees them as a Sunday school play-
the shadows behind the white sheet,
a tableau of bodies bent with unforgiven feelings.
Then he is running with a sudden force,
his arms lifted in anger. As he runs,
it rises inside him again-
both frightened parents are holding his arms,
he is screaming I hate you, I hate you both,
and vowing never to forgive. . .
Now they break with awkward grace
into the air, and the boy sees the extent
of their wings. As they turn wider and wider arcs,
the sun defines the sheen
of white and the darker secondaries.
For a long time he just stands there,
watching how their bodies fit the sky,
lightened now, like the sun ballooning at the horizon,
or the wind rising to redress the trees.
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