The Dice

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So this
is how
you occupy
ivory space
each centered
assuredly
there
the ayes have it
ambs aces
or think
of two figures
in a field
when each has
a square of snow
and each stands on it
like a tin soldier
otherwise
and elsewhere
the sky merges
into the snow
but we
isolate
stand
on our own stand
on our plinth
on the block
top surface
of our own
opaque box
nor could we meet
quite
if our shadows
did
nor even be one
if the earth darkened
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It has been proved
on the boulevards
you cannot make plays
without the one
I mean
with only a pair
one imperils
without meaning to
also upholds
take one away
the two break up
without even
a quarrel
call one
duenna
rival
any name
will do
it is
the dot
O of drama
the singular third
a reserve
against silence
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How they met
themselves
in a wood
in a pool
ina dream
and how
fearful
they drew back
"Not us!"
their feet
were already
touching
"Not us!"
No
only
in a wood
in a pool
in a dream
otherwise
only ourselves
for all time
only ourselves
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I misunderstand
your meaning
meaning only
the spell
is cast wrong
or is this
the unluckiest
throw of all?
five, yes
but except
I balance myself out
Iam odd, alone
with a tale
and no hearers
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In this figure
the dance
truly begins
or say
the ways divide
one you claim
is ardent
and active
but the division
between the blocks
is arbitrary
one way
a weaving
through fire
as if thought
could not also be
fire
up then
on the ivory stairs
"Click click"
the tailor
says to himself
in his dreams
a leap
each time
your coat tails
coming on after you
like shears
yet your legs
stay neutral
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They said lucky
who only stayed
not counted out
not huffed
or puffed
but the house
held
or aslant
stood
one elbow
on the wind
they said survived
who were only
still in
secure
secure
on the slippery
ivory
on the ice
by an inch
on the sea
by a plank
on the ledge
by a finger
in the game
by sevens
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"T have moved
the earth"
says the warlord
"to build walls"
"there will be no
breaking of bones
within my armor"
the snow stretches
North and South
East and West
beautiful is the power
of the powerful
it has the whole world
in its spell
"Click" say the ivory teeth
"Click" says the trap in the snow
"Click" says the key in the lock
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In the moonlight
I mistook the menhirs
for maidens
nine
or I thought
the meeting
fortuitous
or I thought
the cast fortunate
and when they moved
in dance
or seemed to move
coming or seeming to grow
towards me
white figures
with the shadow
behind each
I remained
there
where I was
drawing a line
as you had taught me
with the stick
you had given me
whether they stopped
first
or I fell asleep
first
I do not know
only I awoke
to find myself
covered with rime
and this child also
alive
and in my arms
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This is the very pattern
of the dance
of groves
of constellations
who shall stand
at the center of the one
stands also
at the center
of the other
and must be whirled
twice
into an ecstasy
of all the senses
twice I say
not by proxy
and at the same time
for there is no mirror
no water or polished bronze
to make two sets
of the one dance
indivisible and
double center
either of swords
or wands
of arms
at last
of arms
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This cast
is the diminishing
of the dance
fortunate division
seemingly so
the only one
as if the kings
static
in solemn ranks
watching the queens
were hopeful each
not one
owning himself
unpaired
or
as if a soldier
standing among the hosts
before a battle
seeing them wheel in line
as thick as snowflakes
should think
out of such numbers
how will I be noticed?
then let
the odd one out
after ordeal
or casting of the lots
be chosen
to lie in ivory vaults
or say these others
indifferent
cold
be black dots
in the snow
so I lie by her side
enfolded within limbs
not ivory only
so I live lucky in my bones
never so sure alone
... ...
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Last of the casts
unlucky
too high
too heavy
no echo
of the dance
but hobnails
six in each heel
to print
the morning crust
"Clank clank" says iron
chained men
along the lane
freight cars in drifts
birds freezing
on the wires
the kings again
too sovereign weighed
to scamper into exile
all things immobile
locked in element
might massive masculine
ranked great in space
luckless abiding wrecks
left where they loom
passed with averted eye

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