("I had an appointment with myself...")

CATHERINE DAVIS
COLD COMFORT
In Memory of Joe Abrams
In that dark year
In Greenwich Village
Who else would it be?
Twenty years apart,
All summer long
All night long,
We drank gin and water.
Up from the slums,
Still poor, and getting old,
A one-time artist
Who knew he had failed,
A one-time gambler
Down on his luck
Without love
(And none from me),
You shrugged your shoulders.
It was hard work for us
Even to get along.
On a hot day in July
I left for good.
A few years later, you died.
It is cold comfort
To both the mourned
And the mourner
That the tears come with death.
I thought you had nothing
To teach me.

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