The Drowsy Mesmerist
The baby midnight in the elder brain
Cadaver is at once and parent of light
As well as the dense bellowing refrain
The ears take, partitioning out the night
And the wee hours of morning, chubby hands
Moisten, retain the universe of time-
Ah, when the doubting footprints in the sands
Ah, when the breaking booming of the chime
Form the ascetic shiftless residue!
The garment ruffled O the world's sheer piece
Between the flesh and the bright spectral view
Of that dancer in the paternal crease.
And in the surety of sexless dreams
Some horribly impossible fairy-leaf
Cradles the infant weight, settles the seams,
Prows on some hideous and sea-worn reef.
Be, therefore, be outtaken, be updrawn:
Weft of the sails and breeze of the sweet father
Leaning his face into the fists of dawn
Baring, than lashes, fierce eyes open, rather.
And then the eye-blue and the fern-like red
Of the eyeball, and jerked wind-form of the hair,
And the white of the eyeball, dark of head,
Then: the same furniture tossed anywhere.
O pace the corners dark of the love-brain
Where toys mudmuddle the white father-fact
As rabid as clock-numerals insane
Upon his changeless and unblemished tact!
This, for all midnights, is a raging wave
Eased of its tension in light-negative only:
The breast of the baby climbing from the grave
Of its dark bed it finds so deep and lonely.
So, as some whisper of the female breast
Some damp adornment of the marriage night,
Now is the full love of the dusky nest
Grown gasping to a ball of friendless fright:
Detached, and in the father's arm a ship
Blind as a bat of tears ripped from the rain:
Lull in his arms, ah the bird of the hip
Sleeps, sleeps in rigging of the big-male pain!
And as he paces out the morning hours
A father sleepless and half driven mad
The baby prunes the wide soft thunder-flowers
Caught in his father's sail to make him glad.
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