("No hour can darker be...")
TWO POEMS
Dunkler kann es nicht werden
als diese Stunde, die sinkt,
mit allen Lasten der Erden
in fremder Nacht ertrinkt . . .
Gottfried Benn
I
No hour can darker be
than this, with you away:
a dim and dismal fog
makes deepest night of day.
The brain's numb groping hands
can feel no joy, no pain;
all feeling frozen stands,
turned to the past again.
For I-not mine the fault-
have lagged, and backward gaze.
My tears have made me salt,
these stiff and bitter days!
Dead senses are my arms:
as in some ancient myth,
seek now to break these charms,
a stone to battle with.
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Edouard Roditi
Yet I must have some heel,
deep-hidden, still unarmed,
where I your wound might feel,
and die, as if uncharmed.
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For Erich Alport
"Tas d'oeufs frits dans de vieux chapeaux!"
Arthur Rimbaud: "Fleurs."
Elder and hemlock bathe
the brow in oblivion,
primrose and cowslip now
are memories of spring's
thin innocence replaced
by headier dandelions.
These
an acrid smell of flies
pursues till they persuade
a sickly yellow sleep
buzzing with black,
like eyes
shut to the sun, yet full
of sun's black dancing wounds.
Structure
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