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Heloise

O lost to me!
You bade me kneel at dawn before this shrine
Where Paraclete's chill walls rise heavily.
See me! I press Christ's tortured heart to mine:
Yet how shall I kill this shameful ecstasy
On recollecting dawns that used to be?
Scourged by the whips
Of unforgetting thought, I tell my beads,
While noonday wanly through the convent slips,
One of this meek array in coif and weeds;
But no oblivion mercifully strips
Old kisses from these still-remembering lips!
The fading west
Brings to these others, in each stony cell,
Holy refreshment, blessed claustral rest:
But that poor body once you loved so well
Craves only darkness, when-O sin confessed !-
In dreams once more it holds you to its breast!
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20 lines · 4 stanzas