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Though We No Longer Possess It
Would you know me, my body at least, if I had become only that: a mound under a sheet. Without the disguise of my voice. Without that look you could never be sure of, moving about in my eyes. Stripped and stretched out on a slab, I would be all you could ever identify. I know, if asked to give your body a name, any mark I had left on you would be gone or too secret to touch. Without your hands on my hips. Without my tongue in your mouth. Your back against stone, I could believe the cold in your skin. I could say as they lay half-open and gray by your sides, those are her hands. The arms with which we surrounded each other, embrace a thin crust of emptiness. Called on to say if some cast-off life was ever entangled with one of our own, it would merely mean recognition: coming back to a room we have left, and saying, that bed is still a bed though we no longer possess it.