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The Color That Is Loss
To sink is greenness. Having sunken, we are grown-to-green and steeped so bitterly in stain of it, to dark, to dense, to deep, to tasting slow-slim spreads of it which seep to down. And this is far, for higher hands have hidden in the heat below the sands to stroke the sun beneath the chill-shot night. These are the losses, then: ourselves, and height to shatter stars with burning; mouths to catch the shimmering at lips, and lips to match the stun-pull to the surf. Then dropped to this: the singing of the knives we take to kiss; ourselves, the growths of paralytic tongues and leather fingers gripping at the rungs of falling; dying past awakening, below the full, above the coloring that time is; journeys circular, and to the never distance bound, through blaze, through blue, through brimmings barbarous with sweep, with black, with redolence of dank concretions; wrack between the festerings of wormwood blown, along the desolate lagoons of bone and coral comings, passings, bleached to blanched between the sun-scald and the sea-sting, branched into integuments on caked-long blood, to sheathing cooled-hard flesh. Then this is flood of selves in stillnesses and tones of dark awarenesses, with minute givings, stark with tall and tautened doubtings meshed to link us with descending. Greenness is to sink.