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Pound and Brodsky in Venice
I don’t even dig Pound. But in a sunk cemetery in a sinking city poets stick together. Brodsky is buried two feet away and for him I leave an MTA card and a wild daisy, mutter about the metaphors of transit, tell him how last night, with my feet dangling off the shoreline, I watched a boat bob an emerald wave. I’m less afraid. Less of a coward than I was a year ago. Now, I am a checklist of risk. When I speak, the words will not stop falling and this is what I ask before every decision or task: Am I mechanism of gratification or need? Am I more than what I feed? Indeed, are we not all an only child with no sibling to blame? At Ezra’s flat grave, covered in leaves, I snap up a single shell curled on the slab. There have been no visitors for a long while so I spray for bugs and the poisoned mist carries over the dead. It is improper and a little funny and I say to myself, “Stop spraying shit all over the poets.” Even this fascist one. The truth is I’d clear any grave. I want to redeem. To save. That’s my thing. My uselessness. A grim reaper too late. A retired priest. Above, gulls chat and the cattle stars graze the sky. And at my eyeline, insects stumble downwards, graceless, like unpardoned angels.